Olympus or Hades
All I ever wanted to do was love you
You slam the spotty epidermal door in my face
You push me away with filth and lies
You laugh behind me spinning me from love to hate
Mocking me, stabbing me with acid coated tears
Vile and selfish you bleed my spirit
You choke me with falsehoods and promises
And leave me drained, starved and withered
Smearing my name you strive to destroy my love
Malicious words from insincere wide-eyed bogus nature
Why do you hate me? I will always loved you
Shaking, I write in vain, words falling on reinforced portals
Am I the horror? Or is it a mirror you see?
Am I the hated? Or is it your ego that you feed?
You fail in your unreal plans and hide by blaming me
I planned nothing but for love, can you survive without it?
I can no longer touch you, you are tainted with history
The chronicles build in volumes by the day
Your jealousies are based on illusions fuelled by your dereliction
I cannot be someone else for your pride
I am your mother not a servant, a lackey or a prisoner
I wanted a daughter not an echo, a replicant or a mirror
Don't use me to substitute for your lack of commitment
You control your destiny not me
Your viscous neglect hammers daggers through my soul
Did you always seek to destroy me?
Minuscule stains of a love that existed fight for life
Dehydrated essences compete for a fraction of moisture
Feed me or free me!
Sanctuary is to be with you
To BE...is to Awaken
With you I am receptive
I am at one whilst at two
the sum is infinity
To BE... is Deathless
Without you there was obscurity
a concealed animation amidst
a clouded reality
To BE...is Immortal
With you I am perpetual
Your touch elicits memories
of tomorrow's hopes
To BE...is Ancient Earth
With you I am reborn
I am the child and the birthing mother
a cycle of love and pain
To BE...is Essential
Together we are elemental
we are helix lovers-entwined autonomy
weather-worn and blithe
To BE...is Innocent
Together we are honesty
we explore absolutes and gossamer
with equal enthusiasms
To BE...is Recognition
We know eachother's reality
we are basic ingredients
and together we create our enchantment
To BE...is Connection
I am everywhere and with you
You are with me and everywhere
You and I are together and everywhere
To BE...is Resonance
You called for me and I answered
we follow the rhythm heartbeat
of the universal pulse
To BE...is Unquestioning Love
our love is reciprocal
swaying with changing needs
moving in and out of eachother's souls
To BE...is Rapture
Being with you is elation
I feel young, wise and strong
you spark my essence to dance
To BE...is Sanctuary
Being is at home everywhere
we gently weave a refuge
with our belief, devotion and love
To BE...is to be with you
I fall into your eyes and I can fly
you hold me and I am safe
you kiss me and I am in paradise
You Love me and I am free
Rocks
Today we walked by the water
Its cleansing spray
washing over the rough edges
anointing us with its freshness
like a rebirth of innocence
I stopped collect rocks
rocks covered by time and experience
they sit in my pocket
'till I have the courage to
brush away the surface
Family
Some of us cannot speak
In my family
Some of us try to see
In my family
Some of us fail to hear
In my family
There are many races
In my family
There are many beliefs
In my family
There is a bond of love and blood
In my family
There are friends and relations
In my family
All are positioned in equity
In my family
There is no gender
In my family
We still believe in tomorrows hope
In my family
Some of us will help to change
Those that will not believe
Those that are blind to the truth
Those that are afraid to speak
About the injustices faced
In my family
Remember Me
We exchange our love
and it comes back in abundance
I love you
When I look into your eyes
I see you see me
I see you
When I feel into your soul
The depth pushes me back
To times uncharted
I know you
Your love is a voyage
An excursion of souls
You take me
Your gaze fills me with
A warmth I 've known only with you
You love me
I did not know that I was calling
Until you answered me
I am found
Our love is like a mirror
A mirror on a mirror
Creating space where there was no space
Intensifying what was already intense
We exchanged our love
And it came back in abundance
My life has been a pilgrimage
In search of you
I found you
Your loving spoils me
I feast in your caress
You enchant me
We have exchanged our love
It has come back in abundance
I remember you
